YFriday, March 19, 2010' 4:14 PM

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haiis , i got scolded agn, just because of my brother . feel like crying , i feel so lonely. as if , the world hates me . the people i want to talk to , wont talk to me . the people i dun want to talk to, talk alot to me . i feel just ... so miserable .. its just ... idk how say . i feel terrible . haiis . x.o.x.o , i wish you were here . i want to see you , you always cheer me up . i really really want you .. really . Feeling so betrayed, feeling so lonely . save me manzxc . now i srsly feels how a person with depression is feeling , i feel like dying . i cant be as happy as before . i miss those days .

haiis . sometimes. i really want to suicide . this could become my suicide message . HAHAH, joking , (puts up a front) . okayy . enuff of sad things , good things , my nephew's birthday YESTERDAY ! :] we went swimming, then eat big big feast , i love the XO rice , supahs nice XD !

okayy !
Anyways , i lazy you blockquote , so reply of tags !
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YWednesday, March 17, 2010' 9:43 AM

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okayy. i was just thinking of how does the poker card four suits come about, so i did a research . and all these came to me when i was watching PokerFace by ladygaga . okayy ! :D ! get on to work !
The four suits are diamonds (♦),clubs (♣), hearts (♥) and spades (♠). Yeahhs !

Answer: It is commonly believed that the 4 suits in a deck of playing cards -- spades, hearts, diamonds, and clubs, derive from French decks of cards. In French decks, the suits represent the four classes: Spades represent nobility, hearts stand for the clergy, diamonds represent merchants, and clubs are peasants.
From: http://poker.about.com/od/pollsquizzesandfun/f/4suitsorigins.htm
Yeaps !

And Who do the 4kings in the deck represnt ?

Answer: Many people believe that each of the 4 kings in a deck of cards represents a great ruler of the past. The King of Spades is said to be David, King of Israel; the king of Clubs is supposed to be Alexander the Great; the king of Hearts, the French King Charlemagne; and the king of Diamonds is the Roman Caesar Augustus.

Amazing is'nt it ?
people have been playing poker, and they DUNT know the origin . okayy. maybe this website is wrong , lets check other sources :D (yeah history)

The French deck represents the four classes, for an instance, the clubs represent the peasants, the diamonds represent the merchants, hearts stand for the clergy and the spades denote the nobility.

Yeaps. is this the answer ?
ohh, and there is a birthday chart :D

Find your month and day of birth in the table below to determine the card that rules your day of birth.
http://www.cafeastrology.com/playingcardsbirthdaychart.html
yeap . this website .

and this is me :D

Hearts
Sensitive, emotional, supportive, affectionate, sensual, caring. Hearts are the suit of youth, love, romance, creativity, sensuality, self-indulgence, and pleasure. They can be ruled by their emotions. On the negative side, they can be lazy and emotionally manipulative, and they can hold a grudge.

Kings
Kings are proud, willful, and authoritative. They are creative people who have a sense of the dramatic. They have strong executive ability and they naturally take the lead. If used negatively, they can be demanding, bossy, impatient, impulsive, and rebellious.

(LOL. KING IS BAD, BUT I DUN MIND :D)

YMonday, March 15, 2010' 9:47 PM

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Reply Tags
@ RetarddWenn ♥ ; STOP HOTSHOT, KUNG FU DUNK BETTER,Jay so shuaiis :)
@ Jia Jia ; Agrees that wenhui is random .
@ Jia Jia ; i know he how old, but old, still shuaii , better than you,k-freaks.
@ iPandaaaaaas ! ; LOL thanks for tagging, i love you, you know?
@ RetarddWenn ♥ ; i will never be sians of any jay chou songs alrights?
@ xFallenWingzz ; LOL. thanks lao po // lao gong . XD Returned tags alr :O

hmmss.s lvl68 alr . uhhs , i dun want // lazy blog, tmr or someday updatee XDD

YThursday, March 11, 2010' 3:21 PM

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ehhs, nothing much . lets listen to feng! cos i am going gaga over it (NOT TRYING TO REPEAT)

Like previously, pause/stop my playlist, and CLICK PLAY !

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying

我聆听沉寂已久的心情
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing

清晰透明就像美丽的风景
qing xi tou ming jiu xiang mei li de feng jing

总在回忆里才看的清
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing

悲伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo

我用力牵起没温度的双手
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou

过往温柔已经被时间上锁
guo wang wen rou yi jing bei shi jian shang suo

只剩挥散不去的难过
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian

我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
wo dian ran zhu huo wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian

极光掠过天边
ji guang le duo tian bian

北风掠过想你的容颜
bei feng le guo xiang ni de rong yan

我把爱烧成了落叶
wo ba ai shao cheng le luo ye

却换不回熟悉的那张脸
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian

爱你穿越时间
ai ni chuan yue shi jian

两行来自秋末的眼泪
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei

让爱渗透了地面
rang ai shen tou le di mian

我要的只是你在我身边
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian

悲伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo

我用力牵起没温度的双手
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou

过往温柔已经被时间上锁
guo wang wen rou yi jing bei shi jian shang suo

只剩挥散不去的难过
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
zai shan yao jian piao yi de hong yu

随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃
sui zhe bei feng diao ling wo qing qing yao ye feng ling

想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing

雪花已铺满了地
xue hua yi pu man le di

深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi jie cheng bing

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian

我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
wo dian ran zhu huo wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian

极光掠过天边
ji guang le duo tian bian

北风掠过想你的容颜
bei feng le guo xiang ni de rong yan

我把爱烧成了落叶
wo ba ai shao cheng le luo ye

却换不回熟悉的那张脸
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian

爱你穿越时间
ai ni chuan yue shi jian

两行来自秋末的眼泪
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei

让爱渗透了地面
rang ai shen tou le di mian

我要的只是你在我身边
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian

Y' 3:03 PM

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Today, really fun and exciting day . f3 . its like . WOW . okayy . anyways, i watched conan edogawa Episode 103 ! remind me to watch later, cos i was like watching it til i forget i have to lvl two times a day, and did'nt lvl, but who cares , holiday soon, can chiong , && OMG, MTPS !! {Meet-The-Parents-Session} soon ! yuckkk, okayy. ALOT HOMEWORK ALSO . T.T

Then then uhm , okayy, so yeah , i very scared . T.T okayy. anyways, today , i was like laughing the whole time in canteen during recess, that everyone, [i just realised] was looking at me - why i just realised ? Cause Ke Ning just smsed me . LOL ! okayy. so yeah ! i bet Brandon && Wei Yang was looking at me too , so embarrassing (aunty lucy) . okay back to point , we were laughing like mad . i meant JiaJia , Me , Hui Ting and Jia Qi was like LAUGHING LIKE MAD . cos we were joking abt indians [no intentions of starting a racial riot] okayy.. yeah , we were . ehem , dun say liao . LOL .okayy !

Then , mathematics was a total crash, I DUN UNDERSTAND A THING, and i am genius . LOL . i never learn before the topic 'light' , first time, and yet , i anyhow thought of the answer to the colour of light -ray blah blah , AND CORRECT . LOL . Spastic manzxc . YO MANZXC .. okayy . i think thats all ....

@Aileen ; LOL . thanks . and JYJY for your exams :)

Lyrics for fa ru xue! cos i was like going gaga over it , so
yeah ! Click play ! :D REMEMBER TO STOP MY PLAYLIST SONGS !

狼牙月伊人憔悴
lang ya yue / yi ren qiao cui
A wolf fang moon, my dear one is waned and sallow

我举杯饮尽了风雪
wo ju bei / yin jin le feng xue
I raise a cup and drink in the wind and snow

是谁打翻前世柜
shi shui da fan qian shi gui
Who overturned the cupboard of past lives

惹尘埃是非
re chen ai shi fei
Provoking the dust to dispute

缘字诀几番轮回
yuan zi jue / ji fan lun hui
A predestined formula for words, how many reincarnations?

你锁眉哭红颜唤不回
ni suo mei / ku hong yan huan bu hui
You're frowning, crying that a lover cannot be called back

纵然青史已经成灰
zong ran qing shi yi jing cheng hui
Even if the annals of history has already become dust

我爱不灭
wo ai bu mie
My love will not end

繁华如三千东流水
fan hua ru san qian dong liu shui
Grandeur is like three thousand waters flowing south

我只取一瓢爱了解
wo zhi qu yi piao ai liao jie
Yet I only choose a ladle of love to comprehend

只恋你化身的蝶
zhi lian ni hua shen de die
Only long for your butterfly incarnation

你发如雪凄美了离别
ni fa ru xue / qi mei le li bie
Your hair is like snow, beautifully chilling the parting

我焚香感动了谁
wo fen xiang gan dong le shui
Who is touched by my incense?

邀明月让回忆皎洁
yao ming yue rang hui yi jiao jie
Invite the bright moon to make my memories bright and clear

爱在月光下完美
ai zai yue guang xia wan mei
Love becomes immaculate underneath the moonlight

你发如雪纷飞了眼泪
ni fa ru xue / fen fei le yan lei
Your hair is like snow, a mess of flying tears

我等待苍老了谁
w o d e n g dai cang lao le shui
Who has been made old by my waiting?

红尘醉微醺的岁月
hong chen zui / wei xun de sui yue
The word of mortals are intoxicated, slightly drunken eras

我用无悔刻永世爱你的碑
wo yong wu hui / ke yong shi ai ni de bei
I use my lack of regret to carve out a stone tablet that represents my eternal love for you

[Repeats whole thing]

YWednesday, March 10, 2010' 1:02 PM

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Here is a quote for (P), i thought of it when i was in school , thinking of (P) .
"Dont play with the word trust, dont toy with the word feelings, cause its more than just a game."
you ain't my x.o.x.o , but i gave you my trust, i returned you with feelings. i may be the one that lost everything externally , but you lost everything internally , cause you lost my trust , you lost my feelings , you lost everything . so just shut up and flirt with her, cause idc , and you must be thinking why i wanted revenge , you might think cause i love you , but dun think too highly of you , shakesphere's play " Macbeth " suits you, you lost everything ! So just shut up and fuck off, i dunnid you around . Having you around only makes my life and everything go down . Try to stick with me , making me mad // crazy , but only thing i can say is that you suck .

x.o.x.o , thanks for the sms . thanks for the encouragement . thanks for everything . you make my life better . To the not x.o.x.o's out there , if you think you are the x.o.x.o , think agn , dun think to highly of yourself, (P) , dun have to ask me, cos it will never be you . and just shut up ... "tui hou" suits you alot , its always too late for everything . you said you turned over the new leaf , i trusted you, and i end up with this . i should have told myself, Once Bitten Twice Shy . fucker .

PHAIL ! kangaroo vandalised on the table . what the heck . must she be sooo .. freak that she vandalised "fuck you" on Jia Jia's table .... what the fuck lah , what is your problem , need go COH is it ? what the hell . you should go counselling , you think like this, you will not be kangaroo ? Kangaroo , what a pathetic kangaroo , serve you right for failing your math . fuck off from my JiaJia .

Haiis, today overall, sad day . okay. lets reply taggs .

@Pandaaas ; Thanks for tagging :D

YTuesday, March 9, 2010' 6:11 PM

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Reply Tags :
@ Aileen ; Okay Aileen* fineee.
@ JiaQi ; Okay lah , so auntie ♥ !
@ JiaJia ; You love Jay Chou too rightt ? hahas , LURVE YA ! And yeah! its not rubbish ! You gooo girlf.♥

Btw , some updates on my results . Okayy. Overall CA1 i passed my english {B3} and Literature {C5}, so only history fail lahhx. T.T and my paper 1 and port folio for Chinese pulled my marks down , from A1 to B3 . SAD .

Cheer up JiaQi , will buy you dark chocolate from candy empire, and that big big balls okayy ? dun cry alr ! its just a CA1 ! COME ON. i love you anyways ! And, thanks for the white choc you buy for me when i failed my English . THANKS .

haiis . i got a nuub father whom nags more than an auntie. all he does is "Aiya , bu ke yi zhe yang la, i tell you already hor ? stop already hor ?" i like Tui Hou's ending, [wo yi jing bian le, dan ye lai bu ji le] haha ! cai hong rocks ! i love ye qu , GE QIAN !! LALALA. okay. i gonna start typing out all the songs from jay chou ! Ting ma ma de hua also not bad whatss.. that MMV he sooo act cool, but he is cute when he act cool ! {continues talking abt jay chou, lazy to type.......}♥ So yeahh !

And new char lvl54 alr ! Fast hor ? f3 !! okay lahh , i gtg, my father continues nagging . Love you GirlF. and those that your results ain't up to your standard , cheer , buck up , and you will still have time ! alrights ! i think i need buck up too .LOOL. but i dun think i ever will ! Goo Girll !

YFriday, March 5, 2010' 2:46 PM

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LOL . Reply Tags first kkay :D !

Jia Jia ; Okayy :) ! But, no need, you also spam rubbish . :X

AiLeen ; ellos,Okayy ! :) will update, and thanks for tagging, will TRY to tag back . :P

Jia Qi(AKA CLAIRE) ; Okay thanks for tagging, you quite hardworking woh, tag both blog , XD ! okayy, will TRY to tag back :D && i am updating alrights !

Okay . Uhs, Lets start off with bad news , i failed 2 Subject, T.T , Literature && English . Literature , Unfortunately, i knew that i would fail , cos i dun understand, AND, i studied the wrongly , i hate myself .. First time i see my history teacher so fierce , he was like ... aiya, dun say liao ! okay :( so sad , failed ._.'' Alrights .

Case Closed Episode 84 && 85 is super nice , i tell you , CONAN SINGS BADLY, but he is still sooo cute , i love you ! :]] X-O-X-O . IloveYOU, you finally replied me :]] uhms, is this tooo obvious, i cant believe Da Bian can actually figure out who i love, i only told one friend - cyber so i dun mind - who i loved, HAHA, okay lah . All - in -All , everthing was ALRIGHT .

Thanks JiaQi for the white chocolate when i failed my English // Literature, TWO WHITE CHOCOLATE FOR ME, jealous ? Hahaha , too bad luh . i wont share, so dun nid look at me or my chocolate ! :DDD !

I LOVE POTATOES, i failed my Home Econs that ... how say .. that Practical , my One-Dish-Meal was like SPLAT, and it taste SUCKISH . i rather cook another one . FORGIVE ME . for those tasters whom need to taste it D; . Smilee more kkay :))) ?